[ i have so much to catch up on ], a well worn-out excuse hiding tons of messy wires feeding the everlasting curse of never being satisfied with anything i do.
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ganbatte!! for a floating fictional goal never to be reached, and by the time i do reach it, i’m devastated by how much i can’t even stand it; How do i fix the journey being not enjoyable anymore where life’s funny ways will always show us how limited and flawed we are; beings that set ourselves to failure unconsciously while deliberately covering our eyes instead of holding the wheel.
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'why is it so irritatingly hard to just focus on the positives?'